“When I woke up this morning I knew that I loved him.
I knew it when I saw he wasn’t there. I was worried like a Mother, like a Daughter… I had to have him back. I had to have him back in my life.
I know what you’re thinking. I know that I’m gone. And you’re right. And I don’t care
Because I have been looking for this my whole fucking life. And now it’s here.
So I have what I want, but I’m scared that I’m gonna lose it. I’m afraid that someone’s gonna come and take it away.
So I guess I just have to protect it.
But I can’t let anyone see me protecting it.
I know they’re gonna see anyway. Everyone will see. Is this fair?
Do I deserve this? Why does he put me through this?
He better not come back.
If he does.
I’m gonna kill him.”